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Name: Carissa
Location: Reading, Pennsylvania, United States
Birthday: 3/1/1986
Gender: Female


Interests: fairies, boys- i mean, men, spending time with my one true love, having fun, singing, fairies, eating, MOVIES, drinking, the beach, green things, furry animals, family, friends, talks, love, Robert Frost, my dogs and chinchilla


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Saturday, April 15, 2006

these online journals are lame. why did I ever think they were of any use?


Thursday, February 09, 2006

things are better, for now.


Thursday, February 02, 2006

i've seriously been thinking about transferring. thinking about it, but i know i won't. i can't stand it here, at lvc. i really want to go to new zealand next year, and i've set most of it up already, so that's a big reason why i want to stay. i also stay because of people. only a few though. i don't know how good those reasons are. i suppose they are good enough.

so i'm taking steps to find happiness because it has lost me for some time now. i am trying to look at the positives, but it just seems that most things about this place makes you think of the worst. i didn't think it would be this way when i first came here. maybe it is because the winter makes me sad. maybe i am just melodramatic.
 i don't understand the people here. i don't understand their close-mindedness. i don't understand alot of things about this place. i am trying though. everyday is a new day. but is it really? not here. every day is the same. every day drones on. i would love to just be that happy girl, always smiling, always shining. but, i would be lying to myself. i know a certain truth about this world that makes me question everything. i do not live in a bubble. i cannot walk down the street without a care or a worry. maybe i understand something that others don't. maybe i make the worst of things. maybe i should pretend to be naive and just not care about anything. i do not know. i just do not know. i think i might become a buddhist, and in my next life i'll realize the answers to my questions.


Sunday, January 22, 2006

so i forget about xanga these days. i forget about alot. i have myspace now, but it's only addicting when there's nothing to do. there is plenty to do these days. crazy, crazy.....


Friday, January 13, 2006

2 names you go by:  Carissa, and well, Carissa. I'm not one for nicknames

2 Parts of your heritage:  Czech, Irish

2 Things that scare you:  enclosed spaces, bees

2 of your everyday essentials:  templeton, my puppies

2 things you are wearing right now:  sweatpants, fleece

2 of your favorite bands/musicians:  Coldplay, David Gray

2 of your favorite songs right now:  Blue Eyes, The Scientist

2 things you want in a relationship(other than real love)  someone to have fun with, even if it's running to walmart or something, wonderful sex

2 truths:  I spend my days thinking about things I can never change, for example, religion and how people destroy the earth

2 physical things that appeal to you:  eyes, shoulders

2 of your favorite hobbies: reading, making jewelery

2 things you want really badly:  Sex and money

2 vacations pots you want:  new zealand, ireland

2 things you want to do before you die:  skydive, travel the world, or at least europe

2 ways you are a stereotypical dude/chick:  i'm a complete romantic, no matter what i say, i'm not always happy with my body

2 ways you are like the opposite sex:  i love movies and books about war. i don't like kissing in public

2 things you normally wouldn't admit:  i've been taking medication for depression and anxiety for a few years now, i have fairy barbie dolls in my room at school

2 things you are thinknig about now:  christopher, my goals this semester

2 stores you shop at; Barnes and Noble, Old Navy

2 people I would like to see take that quiz: kristi, robbie



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